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Would You Miss It?

by Koyo

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1.
51st State 02:47
Greetings from this island life The time of year from which I'm writing this You'd never know we're compromised The cold grips the sand Which falls through our hands I can the feel the edge Of Half a year spent wondering How'd it get so bad? How'd it get so bad Through suffering im wondering How'd it get so bad I don't I don't Feel so Much of anything Until half past spring You're heaven sent You're sweet relief As the days grow long they speak to me They never judge my grief You help me find my peace How'd it get so bad Through suffering im wondering How'd it get so bad I don't I don't Feel so How'd it get so bad Through suffering im wondering How'd it get so bad I don't I don't Feel so I'll watch it all just wash away Watch it leave me Watch it go Heaven see me See me take this by throat Let me feel Let me be Let me love And let this life feel good enough
2.
Another fling goes off to war Heart gets staked que the thunderous applause Fronting like you meant to adore But I see through you all Casting call We're the stars of the show Let down my guard Keep it composed Tonight this is all that we know Tomorrow it's disposed Christened by decisions that are getting out of hand Obsessively identity the shakeups in the plan Spiral into chaos that we know was never meant But that's just the way it goes I fall for it every time You inspire one track minds When your catastrophic dial tone Meets the fear of being all alone Stillness I choose Restlessly reading the room I fall for it every time You inspire one track minds Nightly, just to spite me Desire: a missile, or bottle of lightning I've done this before Dare I do it again? the search is worth it So hurt me, really work me Do as you please and then promptly desert me It's pointless to pry at the feelings inside Cause I'm a jaw to the curb in your eyes Christened by decisions that are getting out of hand Obsessively identity the shakeups in the plan Spiral into chaos that we know was never meant But that's just the way it goes I fall for it every time You inspire one track minds When your catastrophic dial tone Meets the fear of being all alone Stillness I choose Restlessly reading the room I fall for it every time You inspire one track minds I fall for it every time You inspire one track minds I fall for it You inspire I fall for it You inspire
3.
This wall I have hit I'm losing track of where the fun begins Cause Im 12 states straight from where you now decay And a red eye won't change the way the angels sing I send my grace Not the time or place And my conscience starts to scream How could a father love a son On the run Always wasting precious minutes Dedicated and indebted to you I pray I'll be back soon Turning to the life we lead Like a bullet that deals no pain And I don't wanna talk cause I'll start breaking down And the words will make it real then I'm living this hell Turn And burn And carry on And it feels like nothings changed Put it on ice For now and we'll just drive And look the other way Yea we're losing it all And I can't feel a thing Watch the highway lights directing every scene And I wanna walk away I hear my conscious start to beg How could a mother love a son On the run Always wasting precious minutes Dedicated and indebted to you But I'll be back soon Turning to the life we lead Like a bullet that deals no pain And I don't wanna talk cause I'll start breaking down And the words will make it real then I'm living this hell Turn And burn And carry on And it feels like nothings changed Put it on ice for now And we'll just drive And look the other way Cast me a lifeline You're drifting off, buried by the rain Mouthing feel no pain Cast me a lifeline And pick a time or place I can see your face Again And in this life that deals no pain We can learn to walk away Turn and burn And walk away Wish that things would stay the same
4.
I Might Not 03:14
Why can't you see That I need you Just like you need me I'd be the first to call your phone I'd never let you be alone When the rolls reverse what I've come to learn: Sometimes you're just on your own It shouldn't have to be this way It shouldn't have to be so hard Please beg and pry for me to speak my mind Don't leave me in the dark I might not get through all of this But I'll help you through There's so much pressure on my chest But I'll be there for you It hard for me to speak There's no clever way to say That I've been hurting Nothings urgent And I can't get past that no one asks As if I'd just bounce right back I'd be the first to call your phone I'd never let you be alone When the rolls reverse what I've come to learn: Sometimes you're just on your own It shouldn't have to be this way It shouldn't have to be so hard Please beg and pry for me to speak my mind Don't leave me in the dark I might not get through all of this But I'll help you through There's so much pressure on my chest But I'll be there for you I might not get through all of this I might not get through all of this I might not get through all of this I might not
5.
0, 1, 2, Three days from a flatline afternoon What I'd do Go through To taste a second of the life that I once knew When I was young And all I'd want Was to set the world on fire With the sparks coming off my eyes But it's hard to love It's hard to trust With that sinking in your gut And a beating heart that's like a set of cuffs I'd give it all to turn back time To When this body felt like mine And I wouldn't fear that staying here Could break the heart of someone dear But now it's always on my mind 3 2 1 Just like that and this can't be undone Have your fun Chase the rush As you're rusting by the month There's no ignoring what's to come All of the power I took back falls away When my hands go numb and my vision fades There's a thread from my head to the floor by my bed That never goes away when you're sick until you pass away I'd give it all to turn back time To When this body felt like mine And I wouldn't fear that staying here Could break the heart of someone dear But now it's always on my mind You know it You that Tears go stale in a hospital in a hospital Wear them out until you're dead Tears stale in a hospital bed A new start or a tragic end? My prize, A catastrophic life I couldn't leave behind if I tried It's my call I command it all From where you rest your head While the rain rolls off My words like a firing squad On every caustic thought that would've played us off This Won't be My forever
6.
Anthem 01:42
For anybody out there That knows just where I'm coming from To the ones that identify With the same fire in their eyes We grow old and die off But the best has yet to come And when our time has passed You'll just know you're the next one up It's hard to find the right words To frame what makes this good enough To wreck every semblance of Convention fighting to find some space in my life It's that I still feel the rush Am I loud and clear? The time is now is here You know It's L I H C forever If you don't get it you can fall right off We grow old and die off But the best has yet to come And when our time has passed You'll just know you're the next one up
7.
Another day goes by I've lost track of time Look How privileged I've been To contend But where I sleep at night Yea where I reside Just the same as it's been Comprehend If I'm your guide to a life free of consequence You should know that there's more than all these floorboard beds But I cherish every mission around the world and back again It helps me it helps me it helps me The light creaks in Another day begins I'm so behind but I can't tell you why I'll make some calls Locks eyes with the walls Now let's obsess over what comes next Isn't life a ball You'd think I have it all Look how privileged I've been To contend But here I am again In a Long chair dressed in red Wish you could feel this from where I'm bending If I'm your guide to a life free of consequence You should know that there's more than all these floorboard beds But I cherish every mission around the world and back again It helps me it helps me it helps me It helps me sort my head
8.
I got my finger on the pulse Of the names I take They never hesitate to save face I could never relate Behind the glass I see right through Theres no sense in breaking through to you You're the kind I despise No matter how I try to shut my watchful eyes Tearing down your reality A wakeup call needed desperately It's gonna shake you when you see This life is realer than it seems The way you move is high comedy Message like a bomb too blind to see That everything you do Everything you do we see right through Behind the glass I want you by the neck I'll admit I'm a little obsessed I confess I'm sickened by the way you all wouldn't object That were all celebrities Pseudo sacred identities Another mouth runs slick Better seal it up quick Turned story for the greatest hits You wont come back from this You won't No you don't Tearing down your reality A wakeup call needed desperately It's gonna shake you when you see This life is realer than it seems The way you move is high comedy Message like a bomb Too blind to see That everything you do Everything you do Everything you do Everything you do We see right through The is news out There go your dreams The secrets blown But it's always been Cause one look at the shape you take, Or the look on your face, or what you create And you'd know It's one big joke In a cloud of smoke D.O.A. You're fucked from the go Cause imitations all you've ever know Tearing down your reality A wakeup call needed desperately It's gonna shake you when you see This life is realer than it seems The way you move is high comedy Message like a bomb Too blind to see That everything you do Everything you do Yea everything Everything you do We see right through
9.
What's the point in all of this? Nothings been sitting right I hear your voice and I just can't fight These fits Like a choke collar on my neck Can't get my mind off what comes next For you, and I And if we Can get the timing right I hope you know the view was beautiful From the pedestal I put you on And now you're all but gone I tried and tried and tried But I can't get you off my mind Because feelings ignore logic in the end I'm terrified to let you know About the lump choking out my throat Those 3 words that went up in smoke Can we talk But you know what I wanna say So we'll just save it for another day That seems easier to me than being responsible So dont respond in full And I'll accept it at your word If you think it'll save some hurt And in spite of what you say I think it's just a timing thing Since feelings ignore logic in the end I remember the way With your head on my shoulder Falling asleep You got me so easily Now a stranger in my passenger seat I remember the way We'd hit a bump in the road that'd shake you awake You'd look up at me and say hey What more could I ask for What's left to say
10.
Postcards 02:49
I've got some stories of war And breaking for basic needs But there's you who won't put me through The same famed masquerade You're an offer on the table With a single clause entangled Its that you're by my side less than half the time It makes it harder not to think And the last thing I should do is something manic and Impulsive Like buy a one way flight with no plans of coming back You're in my heart to stay From 3,000 miles away And for once I'm not afraid to see this through There goes the world Flashing all that attitude again Freezing over highways lines that connect me to your bed Come 2033 I hope theres still you and me And maybe we can plant our feet in these suburban streets, isn't that the dream? And the last thing I should do is something manic impulsive Like buy a one way flight with no plans of coming back You're in my heart to stay From 3,000 miles away And for once I'm not afraid to see this through See this through Yea i would do anything for you For you And the last thing I should do is something manic and impulsive Like grab a one way flight with no plans of coming back You're in my heart to stay from 3000 miles away Thank god I'm not afraid to see this through
11.
Crushed 02:19
Selfish lovers all around me It's astounding How you all act like you're the centers of my world Where to begin? You never check in You never say hey there how you've been? You expect the same like it's common place But then you throw it back in my face I'm over this mess I'm over this stress I'm over friends acting like friends of friends When I'm spread so thin I think I might quit Would you miss it Would you feel the shift? I'm feeling primed to explode From all the ruts in the road Don't wanna pick up the phone Or be the one to console Constant conquest An easy way to shake this pain Feels so mindless You watch me suffer on a day to day Which is why I resent That You never check in Never say hey there how you've been? You expect the same like it's common place But then you throw it back in my face I'm over this mess I'm over this stress I'm over friends acting like they're friends of friends When I'm spread so thin I think I might quit Would you miss it, would you feel things shift? I'm feeling primed to explode From all the ruts in the road Don't wanna pick up the phone Or be the one to console I'm feeling all said and done I can't count on anyone So here's hateful, selfish song So you'll recall You're not the only ones

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released September 29, 2023

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